Friday, April 24, 2009
I NEED TO GET OUT AND TORTURE MYSELF UNTIL I CRY (or come close to that at least).
You know in sec one, training was like NS (according to Christine). Hmm I can't say that considering I don't know how NS is like. But it was like almost every single training, before we start I'd be thinking I can't do this. DIE. DIE. DOOMTIME. even if I didn't say it out loud.
But now I feel kinda weird. Like I need to be tortured. Like I WANT TO DIE TRAINING. And on the gray tombstone they'd engrave:
Here Lies Jasmine. Who died when her lungs burst while she was skipping/running. Rest In Peace.
I sound like a sadist. Sorry.
I think I'm just restless. Really restless. And feeling pathetic about not running for SOOOO long.
And I think IHG Bronze is now just some weird fantasy.
You know in sec one, training was like NS (according to Christine). Hmm I can't say that considering I don't know how NS is like. But it was like almost every single training, before we start I'd be thinking I can't do this. DIE. DIE. DOOMTIME. even if I didn't say it out loud.
But now I feel kinda weird. Like I need to be tortured. Like I WANT TO DIE TRAINING. And on the gray tombstone they'd engrave:
Here Lies Jasmine. Who died when her lungs burst while she was skipping/running. Rest In Peace.
I sound like a sadist. Sorry.
I think I'm just restless. Really restless. And feeling pathetic about not running for SOOOO long.
And I think IHG Bronze is now just some weird fantasy.
Saturday, April 04, 2009
SYF IS OVER but that hasn't really sunk in yet.
Shall not say what WASN'T supposed to happen just in case an SYF judge finds this and we're dead meat.
Heehee but I'm glad we pulled it off despite having only practised about 5 weeks.
Went for training on Tuesday. I didn't train, just commentated/helped Carrissa pull her leg up/watched.
I THINK THEY WILL DO WELL!
I was really nice being back at Potong Pasir even though the new coach must've felt really confused or just annoyed cause she kept looking at me. Not like she was mad or anything, just curious.
I still love rhythmic gym a lot :D
Shall not say what WASN'T supposed to happen just in case an SYF judge finds this and we're dead meat.
Heehee but I'm glad we pulled it off despite having only practised about 5 weeks.
Went for training on Tuesday. I didn't train, just commentated/helped Carrissa pull her leg up/watched.
I THINK THEY WILL DO WELL!
I was really nice being back at Potong Pasir even though the new coach must've felt really confused or just annoyed cause she kept looking at me. Not like she was mad or anything, just curious.
I still love rhythmic gym a lot :D
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