We turned the air conditioning on on saturday but dailaoshi didn't say anything. Then at the end of training she went: 记得关冷气。haha :) and now she doesn't mind the air conditioning cos it's SO obvious anyways that we turned them on and it's so HOT out there. Today she and denglaoshi came into the gym like they were survivors in the middle of the sahara desert and they complained of the heat and that they had eaten something unfresh (is that even a word?) or something. Then the two poor half-dead laoshis just collapsed onto the crash mats and stayed there very still for a long long time. We didn't even have to do anything to warm up, and they didn't even bother to tell us when to yatui because desert survivors don't tell people when to yatui. Yeah so we (me, claw, christine, cailiyn, wenjun, angela, zhimin) just played games with the balls and then when we got tired of that we just dragged some mats and put them all clustered together , not even straight, and erm, didn't really yatui, just a little. And that was when i realised CLAUDIA could be really SICK if she wanted to. Like REALLY. The rest of training was just spent doing stuff like choereographing for our gym concert routine, playing limbo with the rope tied to the bar, and other weird stuff like teaching wenjun the xjt routine.

Ah i love fun trainings, although they don't do much for our gymming abilities. Not that mine are very good or anything.

My abs are so weak. I have NO abs. Last time, i could still complete 30 fujis quite OK-ly, but now it's like i have to torture myself like crazy just to do it. I'm getting weaky weaky weak. And i can't skip rope. During june trainings, i got used to the fact that i can't escape skipping and i think i improved, cos i didn't have to stop very often. But now i'm lousy lousy lousy at skipping again. Bleh.

I'm so sick of wasting my life. Everytime i spend a night doing homework and then find that i didn't accomplish much, i'll just get so frustrated at my lousy slowness. And then waste more of my life lying in bed feeling guilty. How ironic.

And i'm sick of you wasting helping me waste life for me as well. Sometimes i don't know how i can still stand it.