I JUST CAN'T LET GO.
YOU CAN TAKE ME OUT OF GYM BUT YOU CAN'T TAKE GYM OUTTA ME
I WILL TRAIN.
SO THERE.

(disclaimer: the 'so there' is not directed at any of you out there. this post is supposed to be for me to remind me not to be lazy and to train by myself. and it's not anyone who took me out of gym, it's me. so i guess i'm talking to myself. weird.)

Happy cny and don't eat too much junk :D

Just back from SPS. Super annoyed.

Same story as last year teacher's day, security guard talks to you like you can't understand a word he's saying, everyone's restricted to only the canteen, and you don't know anyone there.

I found out WHY i didn't know any juniors in primary school. Except for liyana but that's cause she's asyiqin's sis. I actually attempted to ask mei yin's friends what time they were released from school and they IGNORED me like i wasn't there. Super irritated. Attempted again. Got ignored again, so i gave up.

Anyways gym's kung fu fighting was super nice :D I still love gym and i WILL train on my own. In fact, i'm gonna stick to a plan:
PE days: Run AT LEAST 3 rounds round the track in the morning. Unless there's homework to chiong.
Everyday: Yatui, 2 sets of fubeiji AT LEAST
Saturday: Run AT LEAST 3 rounds round the track before PSL session unless there's a meeting or something.
Friday: Go to the gym 45 mins before concert prac to train rope.

And THANK YOU SO MUCH to all the people who cheered me up today! Thanks for all your jokes, encouragement & hugs. Even if i didn't write your names here, it doesn't mean i've forgotten you guys and i'm so glad i know all you wonderful people :)

OHNO I MISS TRAINING :(
It's only been 2 trainings that i missed so far. But i still miss training.
I know i can train on my own now, fujis, beijis, skipping, yatui etc.etc.
But it just isn't the same.

Yelling "ONEOHNINE!!!!!!" is becoming quite a habit now. This is what happened in 202 before chinese today:

(Rashvin starts making announcement on geog trip)
Me(irritated): ONEOHNINE!!!!!
(Rashvin finishing up announcement)
Me(still irritated): ONEOHNINE!!!!
Some other 202er: TWOTWOOOOOO!!!!
Me(realises dumb mistake): whoooops!

See?

This post is to thank everyone that has helped me get through one of the worst weeks of my life!
I've been acting kinda schitzophrenic since last week, and i'm sorry if i gave anyone the what's-the-meaning-of-life look.

Thanks for the free hugs, the advice, the encouragement, the leaf, the listening to me rant on and on about my problem. I really appreciate it and i love you guys loads and loads for being there for me. And thanks for putting up me even when i start being emo or teary.

RGym! I may not be there anymore but i will always be right there in spirit with you guys on the carpety mats doing the fujis and beijis. I will. I'll even continue doing yatui on my own so that when you all get discouraged you can think that jazzy is doing yatui too just like you all. If you need anyone to watch you all, or coach the sec ones, i'll do it. I STILL LOVE RGSRSG LOADS AND LOADS AND LOADS AND I WILL KEEP TRAINING ON MY OWN<3

I think i know the bestest people on earth. Thanks for being there for me:)

What i hate more than anything right now:
HOMEWORK

And everyone is sick now. Except Isabelle Lim. That's what she says.

BUT concert prac is fun! Yi Lin and Vivien have joined THE COOL CLUB :) Which is the name for our 2008 sec 2 and sec 1 batches. That's my favourite part of gym. The freedom to be nuts. Yeah.

EVERYONE COME WATCH GYM CONCERT IT'S GONNA BE FANTABULOUS! But i have no idea when it is.

Oh yeah and some company has invited Blooming Of Spring to perform for some Suntec Rocky whateverthingy next sat. Blooming Of Spring is the name of our ballet concert item, by the way. I didn't think it was that nice actually. Well anyways, that means more stalkers in flower costumes for me. Maybe since it's on a saturday i can use training as an excuse and go late so i don't have to be stuck backstage with them for so many hours.

I miss 101.

But at the same time i'm super glad that 202 turns out to be an enthu class after all! Our argument with Mr De Souza proves that too :) Well actually it just proves we're a funny class but whatever.

Mr De Souza: Ok, for your class motto, "Rule yourself before you rule others". I changed it a bit so that the meaning's the same but it sounds better. How about "Be good stewards of your own lives before leading others"? 

202: NOOOOOO!

Mr De Souza: But "rule" makes you all sound so... power hungry!

202: But we are! We're ROYALTY!

The same thing for the class vision. Ours was something to do with becoming good queens or something, and Mr De Souza wanted to change it into ladies and he says it also sounds high-class anyways. But nope, nothing less than royalty for 202'08 :P

I heart 202!

It's reeeeal quiet without the sec 3s.
I'm sick from all that yelling at orientation.

Orientation is officially over, but i still can't remember everyone's names. I can remember their faces. That's a start.
Well it's kinda funny cause during RI 4 109 didn't cheer very loudly, but then in a matter of 3 days they suddenly became more enthu.
I know there are other very very loud classes but i shan't be upset cause all classes are UNIQUE right?
MOST ZANY WHOOHOO!
And no, for once i didn't cry. (Hear that, joey?) I didn't cry during 101 farewell party either, but that was cause i was only there for 5 minutes. Maybe it's partially cause i know there will be lots more PSL sessions after this.
Me and chat went to dingdei at house prac today. Ahahaha i felt so extra. But it was fun cheering for RICHARD again <3 <3 I love my house. I wanna go for every single house prac and cheer on the amphi steps again. They should make entire-house house pracs. That would be so cool.:)
Yay i love RICHARDSON and 109.08 :D :D

I can't get used to being sec2. It's like when people go "Sec ones sec ones!" it's like they're still referring to me.

W-ell 109 wasn't very enthusiastic today during PSL session & icebreakers. They were kinda reluctant to move and stuck in little groups. But Anthea says that it's cause it's only the first day and they should warm up soon. Good to hear.

R.I. was fun fun fun! I love cheering :D I'm so glad XinEr gave us that scolding last year for not cheering cause in actual fact i really really wanted to cheer but then my classmates didn't want to so i didn't dare to cheer too loud. But after the long long talk everyone CHEERED VERY LOUDLY! So yay and we all lived happily ever after, cheering day by day.

As for 202, everyone is kinda sticking to their sec1 classmates. But i'm gonna have PATIENCE cause high I s lack patience like me sometimes so PATIENCE, girl! It's gonna be tough cause i'm so high today :D

Orientation tomorrow.

GO 109! GO 109! GO 109!

Ballet concert is finally over. So this means no more ballet until i find time to continue. :( Sad.

I had my first experience of being stalked yesterday. The little kids in flower costumes. Ok i regret teaching them the moose song.

I shan't bother to elaborate on the horrors of being stalked cause i have to go chiong a PSL session proposal.

27dec
Today was a fantabulistic day!

PSL session training was great :) T&D did a good job although the part about the mock PSL session was erm, kinda embarrassing but ahha we learn from it. Treasure trove is a super violent game haha. But it was a super fun game as well! Yay well the training was real useful so we know how to deal with bo-chup people and all even though i was a bad mock PSL. Like the time i said: How can you say that? You hurt her feelings! And then i was thinking : Whoops mistake alert!

Butt-writing is a humiliating form of punishment :D But i don't mind

After the training i went out with the JPSLs and SPSLs present while the PSLs were having their meeting. Went to Far East to eat ramen. When we all squeezed into the elevator (with a poor guy squashed at the corner) the erm, overload-alarm went off. Oops. I ordered a Healthy Mushroom Ramen and then i wanted to pay my $4 so i said: Muo Gu De to the cashier person and then my evil batchmates laughed cause they thought the way i said Muo Gu to the cashier was funny. Well it was :)

The SPSLs eat much faster than us. They ordered after us and yet finished like 10-15 minutes earlier? That just goes to prove my theory that as you get older you can eat faster. So haha my dad can't say that i eat to slow anymore cause how can i compare to him? He's 33 years older.

After our lunch meeting me and Nadia and Shao and Elaine and some SPSLs went to Lido to watch I Am Legend. Elaine couldn't watch though. She had table tennis training. So we went to Lido and there was a PRIVATE SALE at Isetan. HELLO IM NERDZ AND IM PLAYING BOGGLE. Then Laura made me stand in front of a 27 Dresses movie poster and let her take a picture of me. Haha.

Sat around for more than an hour before buying the tickets. Then some PSLs came to join us and i ended up sitting in between Chow Yue and Nadia. There were so many of us PSB people wearing the same shirt people must think we're from some sort of tour group. Well it was super fun watching the movie with so many people you know. Then everyone was clutching onto each other and then at the scary parts everyone can gasp and scream together.

And that was why today is a fantabulistic day. :D

The weirdest thing happened at 1am yesterday.

We were back from the airport after seeing my dad off and when we entered the house we found Rabby sitting on the yoga mat. So my mom went "Come and look at Ah Boy! So cuuute!" And then we all went and gave Rabby lots of pats and all. But that's not the weird part. Gushing over Rabby is very normal.

Then Dong went and got some of Rabby's favourite food -pellets- and this is where the weird comes in:
He didn't go running for his food.

Nope he just sat there even more gong than Bebe Yip (:P) so we knew something was seriously wrong with that bunny. So mom took the whole container of pellets over and put it right in front of Rabby's face. But he still didn't move. So naturally everyone PANICKED.

The rest of the night (or rather, superduper early morning) was emotional and sad and all. We thought that Rabby was sick or something cause he just kept changing spots to sit in like a dead slug and my mom was the saddest of us all. She even said that if Rabby died she would never get another pet again.

Next morning:

Mom: Wake up lah.
Me: What time is it?
Mom: 12
Me: Oh man.
Mom: Rabby is normal again leh! I checked on him at 6 and he was acting normal. I'm gonna go give him veggies.

After giving veggies to Rabby:

Mom: Rabby is really fine now cause he attacked me for the veggies as usual.
Me: See, toldja he was just tired.

So now that all this drama is over we have concluded that Rabby was just being an emorabbit and there was nothing wrong with him in the first place.

Reporting day was great :) You can see all the sec ones and feel a little better about your height. But still lots of them were taller than me gahh. Walking around in court shoes hurt your feet. The floor feels real funny when you take them off. But it's kinda fun wearing them too :D And they make you feel taller.

I'm gonna be in 202 next year! Actually i think 1/3 of the people in 202 next year are from 101. But it's kinda sad cause i heard that lots of cliques form in sec 2 due to people only sticking to the people from their sec 1 classes. So i'm determined not to be one of them. So slap me if i do.

And i'm a 109 i/c next year :D :D :D Yay i can't wait to see those niners. If i'm lucky, they'll be just as enthu as dear 101. I love 101 loads and loads and loads. <3 And i hope i'll like 202.

*Clears throat* To all 202ers out there, here's to a great year! *Clinks glass with no-one*

I don't know what to blog about.

Tomorrow is reporting day:) i can see my junior from SPS. maybe. She's dong's friend's sister and i played maple with her before. Haha. But i've never seen her. I think this is the first time i'm looking forward to school reopening. Not that i haven't been to school for a long time. During my time in SPS, holidays mean not entering school for the entire month unless there are any camps. Well i haven't exactly been deprived of school this holiday. But i don't really mind:)

Good luck to all people not used to wearing heels for tomorrow! :D

Dead blog.
Well it's back to singapore. Back to reality.
Singapore= reality
Not that there's anything really bad about spore but
Reality= you can't just laze around a naturally air-conditioned house in a foreign country and watch Boomerang cartoons all day
Jordan= laze around a naturally air-conditioned house in a foreign country and watch Boomerang cartoons all day
Singapore= reality
So that's why i say, back to singapore, back to reality

My natural alarm has been disturbed. In jordan bedtime was about 9.30 and i would just wake up at exactly 9.31 every day all by myself. I don't know why, it's just like that. And guess what time i woke up the next morning after i came back? 2.45pm. Then that night i couldn't fall asleep until the time my friends wake up during normal school days. The last time i looked at the clock before i fell asleep, it read 4.58am. I had gone to bed at around 1pm. It's getting better now. Last night the last time i saw the clock it read 3.50+. Haha.

Hope no one falls asleep reading my ramblings about my sleep patterns. :D

I'm dreaming about school all the time. Maybe i'm turning into a schoolaholic.

Yesterday:
I dreamt that for sec 2, i have been transferred to St Hilda's sec for no apparant reason. And then in my dream i also joined tennis. Which makes no sense because how do i join RG tennis when i'm already in St Hildas. And there was also something about Li Lao Shi from SPS and a chinese file and PHOEBE YIP. Li Lao Shi gave us back our chinese files and phoebe yip was sitting beside me. Oh yeah and i also dreamt that i took a bus to a weird clubhouse of some sort on the was home from RGS and as i was leaving i got offered some free autumn festival food samples and there were mooncake rolls (that don't exist) which were really flattened mooncakes rolled up.

Some other day:
I dreamt about training. (!!!) I was half an hour late for training which was held in this really faraway place and i travelled there by go-cart. We did fu jis and i was told by Claudia that there was actually a grading system for training and that TingFang got a D for obedience and i was superduperly shocked, because how can laoshi give TingFang a D for obedience, that's just plain wrong. (And please TingFang don't be sad cause i don't think you'll ever get a D for obedience and who grades students for obedience now anyways?) And then after training i realised that i didn't have enough money to take the mrt or bus or anything home (which was far far away). But the good news is that i woke up so i didn't have to have any money to travel home.

And then there were also some other dreams about school but i don't remember all of them. There was also one about the people who went to genting and kamala was in it too.

We were all in a school concert and kamala was performing. She was supposed to play the piano for one item but we waited and waited and nothing happened. So for some reason i marched up to the stage and i went to the piano which was BACKstage and there was the piano score so i tried to play the song. It wasn't hard but i made lots of mistakes and i was scolding myself and thinking "What are you doing man?" to myself and when i looked down at the audience, there was KAMALA! And then when i finished playing i went to her and begged her to go play that piece again because i hated myself for taking her place and she was refusing and in the end she agreed. But it turns out she wasn't even supposed to play that piece in the first place and she was supposed to do some sort of dance and i was in shock because i made a fool of myself.

Well okay i know my mind is weird.

Hey everyone :)


I'm in my dad's house in Jordan and i wish i had a house like this is spore. :( It's sooo pretty and there's a garden with a lime tree and orange trees cause the landlady loves gardening. The landlord & landlady live upstairs and we get the whole downstairs for ourselves whee. I could get used to this :DDD


Egypt was totally like how suzhou was when i was a weenie little girl! Except i could read the signs in suzhou but i can't in egypt cause everything's in arabic. And egypt is real sandy not like suzhou which is erm not sandy. And the egyptians just look like malays so it didn't feel very foreign country-ish there.

Think the great pyramids of giza are in the middle of a desert far away from the towns and cities? Think again. I could just see them from my the hotel room window, which also means they're in the middle of the town, and not in the middle of a desert far away from the towns and the cities. You get the idea. It was kinda scary there not because of the curse or anything or the smell of camel poop but because of the camel owners and headdress salesmen there. Because of their kinda bad reputation, people are avoiding them like the plague and you can see how desperate they are to get you to buy their stuff or ride their camels. The headdress salesmen will say something like "This is a gift. You make a good arab!" and they'll put a headdress on your head which kinda means like SOLD! and you're stuck. Actually i kinda pity them cause my dad says in egypt the people don't earn much.

I didn't go inside the big pyramid (the giant triangular one) but i did go into the teenie deformed one because the entrance fee for the big one is 100 egyptian pounds = 20+ singapore dollars per person (!!!) and the entrance fee for the teenie pyramid was F.O.C.. The entrance was a tunnel like a slide down but with rungs and it was really steep so dong went down on her butt. Wasn't much inside just a stone room. And N.E.R.D was too tall so she also went down on her butt. WHOO! [And yes, she wrote those last two sentences.] (No I didn't!)

The sphinx was just the sphinx, nothing else to be said. Who says! It was BIG NICE AND SANDY!

I went to the supermarket last night! Gee that sounds weird. It was fun heh.

And last night i had a dream about school oh wow i actually dream about school! HURRY UP WILL YOU I NEED TO DO THE ELLLLLL BLOGSKIN! Anyways it was the 20th of december in my dream so reporting day was on the next day. I was in SPS but chewlin and brenda and jiaying and juliet and mrs wee were in my dream and i don't know why they were in SPS. I was kinda worried in my dream cause i didn't know what to do for reporting day. Chewlin and brenda and jiaying came in when i saw they were in aeroplane with no roof in the concourse and ready to go for an overseas school trip and juliet was telling me that the aeroplane was about to take off so i had to stand behind the yellow line. (Sounds familiar? And the funny thing is that there really is a yellow line at SPS to mark that no food was allowed beyond the yellow line:) After that i ate some rice for lunch from stall 2. As i was leaving the canteen i saw mrs wee and some other JPSLs at the learning circle and it turns out she was giving them a briefing on what to do for reporting day and what we were supposed to do was to wear our vests (which i haven't gotten yet in real life) and those black shoes for special occasions and i was thinking now how am i supposed to get them when reporting day is just tomorrow?!? And then chewlin and brenda and jiaying were waving to me from the plane that just took off. And then i woke up and realised that we were probably gonna be told what to do on reporting day during pre-orientation training and reporting day was NOT tomorrow so i relaxed.

(The writing in red is what nerd wrote.)

Guess where i'm at.
The free internet access station @ changi airport!
Bye:) The plane's gonna fly without me soon.